I don't know why lately this feeling appears again, no matter how I try to avoid it, this feeling is always inside me on and off. Not so good sign, well..I've been wanting to retire early and stay home doing something good with a non-stop income flowing in, wah...am I too ambitious or what..?
Maybe the air around me is not so healthy anymore, people near me at workplace is not boosting morale anymore, they are just being complacent...arggh, how much I hope this feeling will end soon..
